“N1990-6″ (A Piecemeal Future, No. 2)

written by Kyle Brady, edited by Taylor Nelson, cover art by Jack Wong
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This story is “N1990-6″, No. 2 in A Piecemeal Future, a science fiction short story series.

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K1987-1 minus thirty-six turns
taken from Crisiandra’s Halburn’s reconstructed memdiary
recorded on Terra Firma

When you know you’re going to die, how do you want to continue to live?  As normally as possible?  Or perhaps have a full and vivid life, experiencing it to the fullest?  Maybe instead you chose a vile and despicable existence concerned with only your own carnal desires?

This is a question I’ve lived with for the last ten ceturnblocs, ever since I chanced across my future death at the tender age of 1.2 miturnblocs.  Sometimes I laugh about it, at what an implausibility it would be to come true, and other times I cry, sad that my end is coming and I know exactly when.

I’ve tried to make something out of my life, to make a lasting impression on either humanity or the galaxy, whichever my actions happen to stick to, but its hard to say if I’ve been successful – and my time is running out, since I only have two turnblocs left.  I probably should tell my maledate.

Over the years, I’ve become involved with a group known as EvoHumanoid, and now sit somewhere near the top of the hierarchy.  A benefit of this entanglement is all the evomods I’ve had access to, not all of which are publicly available, or even legal.  These mods let me delve deeper into my predicted future and hopefully straighten the path of humanity’s future.

Sitting in my large outer-wall office and looking out through the viewfield at the white cloud vapor passing lazily by, I activate my commlink with a thought, hoping to contact Renot – we obviously need to talk.

“Crisian, how are you?”  Renot’s voice is sensual but decidedly male, and he uses the familiar form of my name.

“Fine.  What are you doing tonight?  We should meet for drinks, I have something I have to tell you.”  I hope he doesn’t hear the nervousness in my voice – I want him to think I’m strong and prepared for what’s coming.

“Sure.  How does two turns past dark suit you?  I must finish editing a piece for the current project, you know how it is.”  My maledate, the artist.

“Okay.  Meet me at Mlordack’s at dark-plus-two then.”

“Yes, love.”  He disconnects the commlink in a rush to complete whatever project he’s working on.  Artists always seem to have the public image of self-indulgence and laziness, but he only ever has time for me when he makes it, and then only in scheduled amounts.

My job at EvoHumanoid allows me the freedom to come and go as I please, so long as I handle the workload, and it’s made my life a little easier over the years.  Some of my mods help with this, like the quantum memory disks that function as better storage than the human brain and the holovisual aids that allow me to directly interface with termcomputers, projecting accessed data onto my retinas.

My otherworldly looks, though, are all natural and all mine.  Thanks to them, I hold another job as a symodel with The L. Iolnik Agency, not only for an extra source of income, but also to help fill my schedule.  My lack of shyness is definitely a welcome trait in the industry, and I’m paid well for doing what can’t really even be considered work.  There’s no holoshoot, scan, or anything else tonight, which is why I can meet with with Renot.

As I leave the  office, I call for my flotrans to meet me at the transdock on this level, a neat trick most people can’t do without a remote commterm or a personal assistant – guess which one I have.

The trans arrives just as I walk though the viewfield, onto the windy transdock where the view both out and down is breathtakingly full of clouds, sunshine, long distances, gleaming buildings, and light traffic.  My own method of transportation is long and narrow, just like every other flotrans, except that it’s been painted in a matte black that stands out perfectly from the sunny backdrop.  As it connects with the dock, the door slides up and open.  Leaving the open atmosphere, I climb inside into the lap of luxury.

I still have a few turns before I need to meet Renot, so I instruct the navcomputer to take me home – a visit with the sanutil, ecstasy setting, should clear away the day’s stress before it gets added back on tonight.  The flotrans is full of touch-liquidisplays and interactive holoscreens, but my mind is elsewhere and I let it drift aimlessly as I make my way to the stratosplex.

Technically, I’m a lower-tier citizen who lives just outside the Temne-Duse sector, down in the permadusk, but this is because the Federatgov doesn’t know about my symodel income – Iolnik keeps most payments off the books and I’m no exception.  Because of this lovely sidejob, I also have a very expensive stratosplex unit close to the edge of space under the same alias I use as for symodeling – the stratosplex is the kind of place where you pay enough money for them to not ask questions of you, even when a striking woman named Lesoutae Pilnik doesn’t have a HoloID.

I notice when we start getting close to home, because the air pressure systems start up as we pass through to the final edges of the terrestrial atmosphere, and I don’t feel as heavy as I did when I got in the trans.  My stratunit has artificial gravity, air pressurization, and all the other necessities that come with living within arm’s reach of unending microgravity, but for these last few moments I enjoy the slightly-weightless feeling that reminds me, if only briefly, that I’m still human at the core.

The flotrans pulls into my private transdock and sits unmoving as the dock repressurizes.  After a few moments, there’s a beep from an internal console and the doors slide open.  Accessing my stratunit requires interfacing with a quadsecure lock that needs a commlink authtoken, a palm scan, a vocal imprint, and a retinal scan – I didn’t ask for it, since I don’t need it, but it came with the place.

I turn a holoscreen on to the quadrant’s newsfeed, audio only, and tell the mealprep to be ready for me in a quarter turn – it’s time for that appointment with the sanutil’s ecstasy setting.  I start stripping clothes off as I walk past the long outer viewfield towards the bedroom where I have a proper sleeping chamber, instead of a cheap unicouch, enjoying the starry-night perspective that always has the curvature of the planet on the horizon.

Slightly past a quarterturn later and I’m dressed for the evening, clean and refreshed.  The food is decent, it’s an expensive mealprep unit after all, but I still have another turn before I’m to meet Renot down below.  Not wanting to fall asleep, I turn up the opacity of the viewfield and project the newsfeed onto it, both audio and video.

The lights dim slightly as the images of two carefully constructed avatars appear: one male, one female, both strangely attractive and racially ambiguous.  Their audiofeed begins in the middle of a story that doesn’t seem too important – “… but concerns remain over the viability of such a long term pet, if you will, project” and they both share an equally fake, but somehow cute, laugh.  Their banter intermixed with semi-useless information begins to wash over me, and as much as I didn’t want to fall asleep, I’m now on its very edge – random memories from the day, action-item lists not completed, and other random personal errata flash before my semi-conscious mind, and I startle awake as the newsfeed crackles with an apparent lost connection before fading to a calming blue holding screen.

Thanks to the restless nap, I’m now late and rush about the stratunit, getting to the flotrans with less than a quarterturn before dark-plus-two, and it takes longer than that to get to Mlordack’s, just barely in the eastern-neighboring quadrant at the terra firma level.  Using my commterm, I silently override the velocity controls of the trans and forcefully suggest it get me to the bar on time.

During the faster-than-usual trip, I take the time to access unprocessed audimail from my commlink filtering service, almost all from adoring fans of my symodel career – which is the reason why they were filtered out in the first place.  But it’s nice to hear from loving stalkers on occasion, so every few kiturns I flip through the backlog to help boost my ego when I’m feeling a bit down.

Just as I come to the end of the audimail backlog, the flotrans navcomputer announces our arrival at Mlordack’s.  It’s not exactly a high-class place, and Lesoutae Pilnik wouldn’t be caught dead here – but it’s EvoHumanoid friendly, and my real persona’s well known in the community, so it makes for a good low-key high-privacy meeting place.  Mlordack is a large, burly Grog from Gredar who used to participate in activities that might be considered less-than-legal and generally pretends to be deaf unless his customers want a drink or conversation.  He lets the calm image work in his favor – until he has to handle the quarrels that are inevitably found in a place like this.

As the flotrans touches down on the landing pad positioned over the entrance to the bar, I exit and mentally instruct it to find a public storage facility for safekeeping and recharging since there’s no reliable transdock anywhere near.  A brief tube journey to the ground brings me to the dim entrance of Mlordack’s – the building must have been considered rich and fanciful in its time, but the bar now occupies the bottom floor of an old-fashioned, and rather short, stratosplex comprised of endless dirty glass-like mirrors.

Walking into the bar requires a deep breath and some personal courage, but there are no guards at the entrance – only a HoloID scanner.  “Hello, N1990-6.  Welcome.”

Humans and non-humans alike are scattered amongst the dimly lit interior – a member of almost every known race is present, ranging from the small, subservient Nekkar from Wyndel to the gigantic and boisterous Fretonn of Mazlyk.  A HoloID scanner, via a retinal overlay, registers Renot’s lack of presence, so I go to the bar for a drink.

“One alcodep, mint, please.”  As I start speaking, the green, scaled non-human turns to face me, revealing the odd appearance of a reptile crossed with a large bear.

“Ah, Crisian!  I haven’t seen you for a bit – how’ve you been dearie?”  Mlordack’s voice is a mixture of a hiss and a roar, in line with his appearance, but the accent and precise pronunciation are straight from the New Kingdom sector.  “I haven’t even seen you on the newsfeed recently, have I?”  In spite his facial features, he manages a snarky grin.

“Hi, Mlordack.  No, you haven’t – I’ve been too busy to make any public appearances or give the Polirevs any reason to arrest me, but I wanted to meet Renot for a drink, so I thought we’d stop by.”

The grin quickly turns into a slight scowl now.  “Still with that maledate, eh?  He’s a bit too much of an artist for you, if you catch my meaning – never did like him.”

I laugh at the old routine.  “Well, I think he’s afraid of you, if it’s any consolation.”

“True, true.  A mint alcodep, you said?  Coming right up, Crisian.”  He disappears beneath the counter for a moment, no small feat considering his size, and reappears clutching a small container of green liquid.  “Try not to let ole artsymale have too much of this, will you?  We all know what kind of tolerance he has.”  His facial features contort into something like a reptilian wink.  “This one’s on the house, love.  Chalk it up to the return of a friendly face.”

“Thanks, Mlordack – I won’t let him drink too much, I promise.”  My HoloID scanner registers Renot’s entrance, and I move to meet him at a table.  “In fact, he’s here now, so I’ll see you in a bit.”  Mlordack grunts disapprovingly and turns to another customer.

“Crisian!  So good to see you, it’s been too long.  You sounded worried earlier – whatever is wrong?”

“Let’s sit down, Renot.”  I lead to a table in the corner where we are’t likely to be overheard by any overzealous data traders.  “Look, I have something to tell you – you’ve been a good maledate, and deserve to know something important I’ve been hiding from you.”  He makes a predictable face of revulsion.  “No, I haven’t cheated on you.  This is – different.”

“Okay then, what is it?  Surely it cannot be too horrible.”

I hesitate, using the last moments of procrastination to soothe my writhing soul.  “I’m going to die, Renot.”  Now he’s understandably shocked – he may be an artist, but he’s still human.  “Not from disease, not from an accident, but from murder, in two turnblocs – and I’ve known since I was twelve.”

He stays silent for a while, pensive and staring at the table surface that used to be glossy and smooth but has been worn matte over time, neglect, and abuse.  “Twelve – that’s ten ceturnblocs.  My Furiana!  Who else knows of this?”

“Only the old fortuneteller I met so long ago.”  Words cannot express his immediate skepticism.  “I know how it sounds, and I wouldn’t have believed her either, except that what she said aligned with dreams I’d been having as a child.  And since then, I’ve been able to get glimpses of the future with the help of my mods and some experimental tech.  It’s true.”

“Okay, I believe you.  Even if it’s not true, you believe it is, and that is quite enough for me.  What do you know besides its classification as despicable murder?”

“Not much, just small bits of information and brief visionary flashes.  It’s not even enough to identify my future killer.”

“Then speak!  Tell me all that you know.”

I tell him the whole story, which is no small feat, and include the details I’ve discovered since.

“Now – an old woman told your fortune at a carnepium, and she frightened you with your own murder that included a precise date, which is slightly over one turnbloc from now.  Since then you’ve discovered it occurs at night, on a transdock, and involves a flotrans explosion.  But that is all, yes?”

“Yes.  Like I said, not much.”

“Is it on-world?  This world?”

“I think it’s here on Terra Firma, but it’s hard to say.”

“Then we must get you offworld!  That is the obvious course of action, Crisian.  I will book for us two places on the soonest flotrans to an available orbstati, and we will sojourn to another world.  Tomorrow night!”

I don’t know why I had never thought of this, since it’s a good idea.  “Okay, I guess.  I don’t like the idea of leaving my life behind though.”

“Oh, but you do not have to!  We can come back after an extended absence, and possibly you could arrange an offworld assignment so you do not lose your job as a symodel.  I assume that you can continue with EvoHumanoid from any location?”

“Location isn’t an issue.  I’ll speak to the agency on the way home, and commlink you first thing in the morning with an answer.  Okay?”

“Do not worry, my femdate.  We will avoid your untimely and unwanted death at all costs.”

We embrace before departing, but both our moods seem hopeful, as if something I’ve believed half my life to be an unshakable truth can suddenly be adapted to our will.  As we walk out, we’re greeted to “Goodbye, N1990-6 and B1957-4.  Enjoy the evening” from the HoloID scanner.

I call silently for my flotrans as Renot walks off into the thick permadusk, and it takes a few minutes to arrive – apparently it couldn’t find a secure public storage facility anywhere nearby.

On the flit home, I commlink the agency, but the boss isn’t there.

“L. Iolnik Agency, how can I help you?”

“This is Lesoutae Pilnik, one of your symodels.  I need to speak with Laetus immediately – it’s urgent.”

“I’m sorry, but he’s not available at the moment.  Would you like to leave Mr. Iolnik an audimail or perhaps have me deliver a message?”

“Fine, ask Laetus to call me, Lesoutae Pilnik, as soon as possible.  No matter what time it is, I need to speak to him via commlink the moment he’s available.”

“Thank you, Ms. Pilnik.  I will deliver this message for you, and he will be in contact very soon.  Have a nice evening.”  The connection is terminated.

We once again reach my stratosplex unit, and enter the transdock – but something’s not right.  The bay doors appeared to be securely closed, but there were visible markings before they slid out of sight.  Did someone try to get inside?

As we land and the door opens, it’s immediately obvious that my unit has been the subject of assault, since the quadsecure lock has been somehow tampered with – the method isn’t clear, but the result is evident in the melted and sagging heap stuck in a permanently frozen drip a meter from the floor.

I activate my scanning sensors, adjust for the unit’s size, but don’t find any lifeforms or even any unfamiliar devices.  Ignoring the fact that no-one appears to be inside any longer, I activate the pulse weapon concealed inside my wrist, and slowly enter the unit while remotely accessing the stratunit’s activity records.

As I canvas the entire floorspace, looking for an intruder of some kind, the results come back, indicating a power loss approximately a single turn ago – right as I was meeting with Renot.  If the power malfunctioned, which is highly unusual, the quadsecure lock would have been unreceptive to commands and remained secure, but without a commlink to the Polirev.  That explains how it ended up in its current melted state without a bunch of Policaren showing up with heavy arms.

I call Renot and let him know what’s happened, especially that nothing’s missing or damaged, but don’t talk for long since it’s late.  I put in a request to the stratosplex management for the quadsecure lock to be replaced tomorrow, along with a power-source-independent commlink to the Polirev, but request that they keep this private – I don’t need a Polirev investigation discovering that my Lesoutae identity doesn’t strictly exist.

Preparing for sleep, I use a tempwelder to seal the entryway until tomorrow, so that no-one can enter without undoing the now-fused surface from the inside.

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My commlink nudges my brain from sleep with an electrical pulse – it’s instructed to do that for high priority calls if I’m sleeping, unconscious, or just not paying attention.  I answer, but no-one seems to be there – just considerable whitenoise.

“Hello?”  No response.

“Hello?  You commlinked me in…” I check my internal timestamp, “the middle of the night.  It’s 2|31|47.  What do you want, and who are you?”

There’s more silence, followed by something strange.  “It’s time for you to die, now.  Your fate does not coincide with the plans of those greater and more powerful than you, so your time has come to an end.”  The voice sounds masculine, deep, and oddly detached.

“What?  No!  It wasn’t supposed to happen like this!”  Now a female voice, apparently who the man is talking to – how am I accessing this feed?

“Sorry, but it’s how we’ve planned it, and it’s how it’s happening.”  The link fuzzes out for a few moments, then returns.  “Goodbye, Crisiana.”  Crisiana?  Am I hearing an echo of my future death?

There’s an electrical noise and the sound of something crumpling, followed by deep, unsettling laughter.  And then the commlink disconnects.

Between the break-in earlier and now this interrupted feed, it’s been an extremely weird night, and I’m shaken.  The only way I get to sleep again is with the lights on and the initiation of a melatonin regulation cycle.

«————»

I wake up a few hours later, as the sun begins to crest the curved horizon where the atmosphere meets the nearby cold space, to find that my boss is trying to commlink me – just like I requested.

“Laetus, hello.  I’m surprised you’re up this early.”

“Yes, Crisian, well, I’m always up as the sun breaks the night, but let’s not share that with many – my reputation as a partygoer of extreme talents brings in more income than if it would be known I was an old man that both went to bed and got up early.”

It’s worth a laugh.  “Alright, I won’t tell.  I promise.”

“What can I do for you, Crisian?”

“Thanks for linking me back so soon.  I have a problem, Laetus, and I need your help.”

“Anything for you.  What’s wrong?  How can I help?”

“I can’t exactly tell you what’s wrong, but I need to get offworld for a while.  Renot’s going to get us seats to another planet, and I’d like to work remotely for a while.  Or even with an offworld assignment.”

“Hm.”  He sounds as if he’s deep in thought.  “You aren’t in trouble with the authorities, are you?  Especially not over your cover name?”

“No, Laetus – it’s both worse and better than that at the same time.”

“Okay, if you don’t want to tell me, you don’t have to.  I need a symodel to do a shoot on the Raekis Colonization Project, so you can go there for however long you need.  It’s in the Andromeda galaxy, so you’ll have quite the distance between you and whatever it is that you’re running from.”

“Great!  I really appreciate it, Laetus.  You’re sure you don’t need me anywhere after that?  I can move between planets for assignments during all this, if it makes things easier.”

“No, just go to Raekis and stay there until you can come back here.  I’ll arrange for your transportation and all other details – just be at the aerodock tomorrow at 06|00|00.  We’ll make sure you’re gone quickly, so you can be safe while you make me rich.”  I can feel him winking at me through the commlink.

“Okay, I’ll be there.  Thanks again.”

“I’ll get in touch with you when you’re on Raekis.  Be safe, Crisiana.”  He disconnects.

I once again commlink Renot for the third time in less than a turnbloc, which would be extremely unusual if these weren’t unusual circumstances.  I tell him of the plan to leave early tomorrow morning, but I leave out the details of the prescient audio from overnight.  He agrees that it’s a good plan, especially since it saves him the cost and hassle of arranging transportation himself, and said he’ll pick me up at 22|00|00 for a late dinner and relaxation before we leave the planet.

Now all I have to do is stay out of trouble for another sixteen turns.

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I spend the day packing and arranging for some of my things to follow us via shipcrates, and by the time it’s all completed, there’s only enough time for a sanutil visit and a change of clothes.  The moment I finish getting dressed, Renot’s flotrans appears on the local scan – I’ve kept it on and running since the strangeness the night before.  It’s meant I had to plug in for a recharge earlier, when my body’s natural electricity and rhythms are usually enough, but it’s a small sacrifice.

Renot commlinks to let me know he’s outside, so I gather the two bags I’m bringing with me – the rest are being taken care of by a shipping multicorp – and move towards the rarely used transtube at the front of the unit.  Before exiting, I take a last look around, and an eerie feeling arises, telling me that these might be my last moments within these walls.  It looks rather empty and unlived in, now that everything’s been boxed, stored, or prepped for long-term storage.

With a sigh and a small wave of depression, I enter the transtube, and it delivers me at the passenger port a few meters below, where Renot is waiting.  I clear the transtube for a transfer, and it locks with the flotrans as it goes through a cycle of repressurization.  When it’s finally complete, I climb inside.  Renot asks me something, but I barely register it as speech because I’m so lost in thought and worry.

Our late dinner at a fancy restaurant, for which I was underdressed, has a rather somber mood with only light and inconsequential conversation.  We eventually exit the restaurant in silence, and begin our trek to the aerodock, using the newsfeed to avoid the dark silence.

The flotrans exits the traffic lanes sooner than I’d expected, and we dip through the clouds – the unexpected is not appreciated in such circumstances.

“Renot, where are we going?  We need to get to the aerodock to clear Federatrev security for our shuttle to whatever orbstati we’re headed for.”

“Yes, my love, I know.  But I have a small favor to ask of you before we depart so soon:  to complete my latest project, I simply need an imaging of you in a specific locale.  After this, we may depart.  Is this acceptable to you, Crisian?”

Once again, my maledate, the artist.  “Fine.  But it’d better be quick – we don’t have much time.  It’s already 2|10|29, and it will take at least another turn to get to the aerodock, if not longer.”

“We will be but only a moment – do not worry, my love.”

The flotrans drops into the permadusk, not far from Renot’s loft.  We land in a dark field full of weeds and overgrown brush that’s the height of an average human.

“We have to land here, Crisian, so that we do not compromise the integrity of the piece.  There is a bridge not far from here – I will take you there, but then you must stand alone while I move away to image the scene, yes?”

“Okay, let’s go.”  I’m irritated at this unexpected distraction, as if I really need any more excitement as my predicted death creeps slowly closer.

We scramble through half a kilometer of weeds and miscellaneous nature before reaching the chosen location.  It’s a dark avenue a full kilometer across with painted markings on the old surface, and a few dimly lit, old streetlamps man the borders, adding to the weighty feeling of age.  The avenue passes underneath a gigantic bridge made of rusting material and actual stone, with an overall feeling of malevolvence permeating the area.

“Stand here, Crisian, underneath this archaic lighting fixture – partially in the glow.”  I move to comply.  “Perfect.  I am going on top of the bridge, but I will be back.  You may move, but do not stray from your position.”

Renot quickly disappears into the murky semi-dark that always surrounds places like this, and I suddenly feel alone.  The worries of the last few turnblocs began to creep up: what if the fortuneteller was right?  Or, even worse, what if she’s wrong?  And I’m believing in some long-obsessed nonsense?  How horrible would it be to admit that this was all nothing but a childish fear I’ve let control my entire life?

A whining, whirring sound comes out of the gloom, lowering from above – it sounds like a flotrans landing.  It’s actually rather close, uncomfortably close, but I won’t move, so Renot can get what he needs without us being here for too long.

I see the atmosportal of the flotrans’ door slide open, and there’s a figure inside, enmeshed with the darkness.  The interior console lights give the person an eerie, otherworldly glow, but manage to hide any telling features, including the face.

With the help of my scanners, sensors, and other various bodymod instruments, I can tell the person is human and male, but that’s it.  There’s no indication of heavy weaponry, nonhumans, or anything legitimately worrisome – maybe he just wants directions to somewhere nearby?

“Hello, Crisian.”  The voice comes out of the darkness, and surprises me.  It sounds familiar, but I can’t place it.  “It’s time for you to die, now.”  Now I can place it, and I’m suddenly nervous and frightened.  “Your fate does not coincide with the plans of those greater and more powerful than you, so your time has come to an end.”  The deep, detatched voice belongs to the commlink conversation I overheard the night before – apparently it was an echo of my future death.  Oh, Furiana!

Where’s Renot?  It’d be nice for someone to intervene.  “What?  No!”  I raise my hand towards the flotrans and again activate the pulse weapon embedded inside.  “It wasn’t supposed to happen like this!”  Why am I saying this?  I’ve already heard this audiplay, so you’d think I’d have something more useful to say.

“Sorry, but it’s how we’ve planned it, and it’s how it’s happening.”  Word for word, as if this had been rehearsed – even his speech sounds slightly mechanical and inhuman.  “We know of your future, just as we know that you believed you were to die a turnbloc from now.  Sorry to disappoint, but it is best if you do not leave this planet.  It would… interrupt our plans.  Such a loss of a beautiful face is truly a tragedy, but we do not have a choice.”

I see a flash from a half kilometer away – Renot must have reached the bridge and turned the imager on.  Surely he sees what’s happening by now?

“Goodbye, Crisiana.”  I move to fire my pulse weapon, since it’s now-or-never, but I seem strangely frozen in place.

My body has a mind of its own, and it collapses to the ground in a heap with a sickening slap.  I hear the electronic residue of the weapon this stranger apparently shot me with, but I recognize that the noise wouldn’t register to ordinary humans or even imagining equipment.

As the lights from my optical sensors begin to fade, I see the flotrans move up into the permadusk, leaving as suddenly as he came.  The recorded playback from the last few moments reveals the bright flash of light that I must have unconsciously missed, and a note of sadness rings through my neural network.

I hear someone cry out from a distance – it must be Renot.  It’s too late for him to make any difference, though.

Why now?  Why tonight?  I wasn’t supposed to die for another turnbloc!  And it was supposed to be on a transdock with flotrans explosion, not be murdered by a pulse weapon!  Furiana, my life has been wasted!

The power levels of my bodymods are dropping fast, and I recognize that I no longer have any physical connection to the outside world.  My body is dead, but my neural network, which I have for so long nurtured, is all that is left of me, and will extend my existence a few moments more.

In a move of desperation, I package my consciousness, memories, and other data into a compressed format, and use the remaining power to beam it into the stars above, hoping that one day, maybe, a distant person on a distant planet will reconstruct me and I will live again to succeed where I have so obviously failed.

The transmission completes, and my sensors warn me of imminent shutdown.  I doubt that anyone but me knows the true extent or power of my bodymods, so it’s unlikely that I will be revived – no-one would think that my entire existence was digital, with only the body as a physical, interactive shell.

My memory banks are throwing errors, and the audio sensors’ feed begins to dim.  I hear a faint pounding sound as the clock counts down to zero, and my limited scans tell me Renot has arrived.

At least I know that he truly loved me.

The saga will continue in “B1957-4” (A Piecemeal Future No. 3)

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This story is “N1990-6″, No. 2 in A Piecemeal Future, a science fiction short story series.

written by Kyle Brady, edited by Taylor Nelson, cover art by Jack Wong
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